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| Dodany dnia 26-11-2015 19:11 | |
 adam49 Nowicjusz 
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cze��. to m�j pierwszy (poza powitaniem)post tutaj ..za�o�y�em konto bo mam dos� spory problem, spr�buje go jako� rozwiaza� ale nie wiem ani czy dam rad� ani czy dobrze robie . ale mo�e po kolei jestem zakochany w moim koledze kt�ry jest hetero, on o tym wie ju� od dawna. r�nie si� mi�dzy nami od tego czasu uk�ada . ogolnie ja na r�ne sposoby chce przesta� o nim my�le� ale nie idzie mi to za dobrze. niby stane�o na tym ze chce by� jego kumplem, bo tak jest, powiedzia�em mu o tym, i niby wszystko spoko, ale widze ze mnie unika, od p� roku pr�buje si� z nim spotka�, zapraszam na pizze czy co�, ale zawsze znajdzie jaki� pow�d �eby si� wymiga�. albo z�amie noge. w ka�dym razie ta sprawa mnie m�czy. wczoraj postanowi�em �e pojade do niego i spytam co tak w�a�ciwie o mnie my �lei czy co� w tym stylu . mo�e ja mnie zwyzywa to mi przejdzie w koncu . ale z drugiej strony boje si� tego spotkania. nie wiem czy dam rade i czy dobrze robie , nie chcia�bym �zeby straci� te reszte sympati kt�r� do mnie ma . to sumie tyle. planuje jecha� jutro. dam zna� jak posz�o |
| Dodany dnia 27-11-2015 17:50 | |
 midas Pocz�tkuj�cy u�ytkownik 
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Zbastuj. nie narzucaj sie, poczekaj. ulozy sie po czasie. do tego trzeba dojrzec-powoli... Ja z jednym moim kumplem teraz po latach prawie sie nie rozstaje (total platoniczna znajomosc). Przyjaznie sie z jego kolejnymi zonami a jego wszystkie dzieci wolaja na mnie wujek. Swoje matce i piewrszej zonie wypaplaj o mnie jeszcze przed slubm, stad bylo moze latwiej. Drugi kolega, w ktorym zakochany bylem po uszy, nadal sie ze mna przyjazni, spedzamy swieta (tez z jego zona i dziecmi), a czasem i nawet wakacje. Ale na poczatku bywalo roznie. Tez i pare miesiecy bez jakichkolwiek rozmow czy spotkan. Pamietaj z druga strona pnicznie boli sie latki geja i posadzenie o gejostwo. Tylko silna osoba, prawdziwie heteroseksualna nie ma z tym problemu od poczatku. Kiedy jest sie mlodym, niepwenosc i mity potrafia zatruc mila znjomosc. Czesto w potocznym rozumieniu pedal i pedofil to jedno. Stad niedaleko do spolecznej paniki i pochopnych decyzji.... |
| Dodany dnia 27-11-2015 19:55 | |
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adam49 Nowicjusz
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wiesz midas raczej si� r�znimy bo ja bym nie da� rady patrze� na jego �one i dzieci, wiadomo przezy�bym ale by to mnie bardzo m�czy�o, w�a�nie dlatego chce co� zrobi� w tej sprawie �eby przesta� go kocha�. no bo szans na to �e z nim b�de to nie ma . on si� tez nie musi ba� �e przeze mnie go pos�dz� o bycie homo- nie mamy wsp�lnych znajomych a i o mnie wie tylko kilku ludzi. no i nie jestem tak g�upi �eby porusza� ten temat gdy nie jeste�my sami by�em tam dzis, wsta�em o 12 (wolne w szkole). zanim si� ogarna�em porz�dnie to ju� na autobus trzeba by�o i�� tak �e bez �niadania poszed�em , ale �e to pierwszy raz iedy do niego jecha�em to przegapi�em sw�j przystanek i musia�em pierszo wraca� z jak�� godzine, przechodzi�em ko�o dom�w i ka�dy pies dostawa� sza�u na m�j widok xd. i tak b�d�c oszczekanym i nci�c sobie jaka� piosenke kt�r� wymy�li�em . , znala��em si� pod jego blokiem . po drodze spotka�em jego siostre i psa . ona mnie nie zna , ja j� kojarze �e zdj�� na fb. cho� i tak bardziej rozpozna�em psa ni� siostre xd. ten przynajmniej nie szczeka� na mnie. nie rozmawia�em z ni� a mo�e trzeba by�o co� zagada�. i tak stoj�c pod tym blokiem zastanawia�em si� co zrobi�, w koncu nie zapowiada�em si� bo by si� pewnie wymiga�. nawet nie wiem czy jest w domu ani kt�re dok�adnie dzwi ma (ma dziwny adres ,poza numerenm blou tylko C) no i o ile sc hody problemem nie s� bo wej�� wejde to jednak w�ka wole bez nadzoru w obcym miejscu nie zostawia� .wymy�li�em wiec �e po prostu dam mu zna� ze jestem i czekam. nie odpisa�, nie wiem czy nie przeczyta� eska czy mnie ola� ,po jaki� 40 minutach stania w okolicach jego bloku poszed�em na przystanek , naczeka�em si� 2 godziny na w�a�ciwy autobus . przy okazji jaki� pijak pare razy upewnia� si� czy nie potrzebuje pomocy (no bo tak trudno zrozumie� �e cz�owiek na przystanku si�dzi bo czeka na autobus ) jako �e sie ju� przezwyczailem jak ludzie traktuj� kaleki to odpowiedzia�em spoojnie ale wkurzy� mnie . dopiero niedawno wr�ci�em do domu i teraz odmarzam. musze sobie zimowe buty kupi� i nowe rekawice bo na �niegu to dopiero b�dzie ja�da |
| Dodany dnia 28-11-2015 11:01 | |
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midas Pocz�tkuj�cy u�ytkownik
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I w ten sposob naciskasz, okrazasz i wprawiasz go w panike. sorki nie tedy droga. |
| Dodany dnia 28-11-2015 14:06 | |
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adam49 Nowicjusz
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Skoro tak s�dzisz, mo�e masz jaki� lepszy pomys�? ,jestem ostro�ny nie wystrasze go . |
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